I accept the fate!

I only have a son and up to today i still do not plan to have another one as for me, up bringing a child is not a simple process and i think having Hong Zheng alone will be contented for me. I gave away all the baby stuffs and never keep any pieces.

My sister told me it is not worth it to stay at home and loss the pay check. Plus, your son might not turn up to be "someone". He might just leave you alone and enjoy his own life some where up there since children are very independent these days. I fully agreed and i told them, if this really happen, it is my fate as i already trying my best. Although the end result might be not what i want but i think i already did my best.